I want to disappear into the darkness
So I can’t see my reflection
My faults
All my imperfections
Let it engulf me so tightly
It takes away my pain, the scars
And releases the emptiness in my heart
I want to disappear into the darkness where I’ll be alone
Sadness gone
Where I’m finally home where I can be free
Where words can’t make me bleed like a fresh battle wound.
I’ve fought enough and my body is weakened now
No more I can endure
I want to disappear into the darkness
So I can’t see my reflection
My faults
All my imperfections
The illumination of them all has taken a toll on my mind body and soul.
Nothing seems to save me but the darkness
onelifethislife 
You’re on your way to the light when you crave darkness and can write about it.
I really wish I felt that way on the inside. Thank you for comment.
You’ll be ok.
That is so profound. I wantto say or do something helpful but I don’t know what that would be. It leaves me feeling like I’m adding to your pain when all I want to do his help you.